9/20
12:48 am: Angela comes out of the DR and tells Tyler it's his turn lol. Angela- Here's your pillow back. Tyler- I'm sleeping right here. (Next to her.) Angela- Promise? Tyler- Promise.
1:29 am: Tyler back from DR.
1:52 am: Talking about what they're going to say in the speeches. Tyler- JC close your ears, "I'm in love with Angela."
2:04 am: Tyler- I wish I could go back to my Day 1 self, and tell myself to just talk to you.
2:14 am: Tyler- I'm still figuring you out. Angela- You're still figuring me out now?? Tyler tells her he believed her when she said she loved him.
2:17 am: Talking about babies AGAIN!! 🙈🙈
2:25 am: Angela- I hate you sometimes. Tyler- I know. I love you all the time though.
2:52 am: Only blogging this because it made me laugh. "Nice politics discussion"
10:35 am: Angela didn't sleep at all. Says her mind was going a million miles per hour. Tyler says he hates when she does that. They agree that today is gonna suck. 😩
10:46 am: They're struggling too. This is all so sad.
10:50 am: Already crying. (me, not them)
11:10 am: Quick trio time.
11:47 am: They're packing. 😭
12:08 pm: Tyler's sniffles are killing me. Angela- I'm just pretending we're spring cleaning right now.
12:13 pm: Tyler tells her to pack the heart eyes pillow.
1:45 pm: Feeds back.
1:55 pm:
1:58 pm: Angela working on her speech. Tyler mentions that it's close to his and that he's going to add something else about her.
2:06 pm: 😭😭 I'm not sure I'll ever be able to watch this day of feeds again.
2:08 pm: He said it first....
2:10 pm: Don't do it Peanut. Don't do it.
She did it.
Angela- This wouldn't be so hard if I didn't love you guys so f*cking much. Yeah, same Ang.
2:16 pm: He said it first again.
Welp fam. I think that's it. I can't believe this is where we've gotten. I'm literally still in denial, depression, every other emotion there is. Why is it that we're crying actual tears for these people? Because they're the realest friends there are. I never expected to fall head over heels in love with BB20 but that's what happened. I can honestly say I have loved this season from the very beginning. I'm still hoping to see Coast2Coast in the final 2. I genuinely think they both deserve to be there. And I hope Tyler gets the win. He has played so hard to get there, and he's an amazing person.
To Tyler: The day I watched your interview with Ika was the day I knew you would be a favorite of mine. I am very attached to super fans of this game. You knew exactly what had happened to her on her season, you knew Dem, and you had the goods to back up your claim to being a super fan. I'm so happy you didn't get cast on BBOTT. There will be naysayers about your game, but just know, you absolutely earned your spot among legends. You have played a great game, and it's time to finish it out.
To Peanut: At the very beginning of the season when you said that the Foutte/Hive side of the house didn't include you or make you feel welcome, you broke my heart. And then the day you came out of the diary room after telling your story about coming out to a Mormon family, I felt like I knew you. I am straight, but I also come from a Mormon family. I know exactly the kind of trials and experiences you must have gone through. You are such a genuine friend. You knew that Tyler was falling hard and you never even batted an eye. You were just happy for him. You gave us Willy and Wonka. And on top of all this you're a bad ass football player!! I love you so much. I cannot wait to see where life takes you after this.
And last but not least,
To Angela: I can't remember ever being so surprised by a BB contestant. I even joined in on the furniture jokes at the beginning of the season. And then you told your life story to Tyler on the hammock. My oldest daughter has already found her passion. She absolutely loves gymnastics and cheerleading. She's the youngest in all her classes because she keeps being moved up in classes to accommodate her learning speed. She was recently named captain of her cheer team. She's very talented and well on her way to having a similar experience as you did. Until I heard you tell your story, I didn't realize that I was running the risk of putting her on the same path as you. You made me realize that I HAVE to protect her. I have to make sure she gets a childhood. I have to make sure she is never pushed to a breaking point. I have to be the one to help her find a balance between realizing her potential and being pushed too far. I can never tell you thank you enough for being brave enough to tell your story and putting yourself out there. Don't ever forget that you are an amazing role model. Because of you, my daughter wants to try pole vaulting when she's old enough. We look up to you so much.
I'm not sure that any of them will ever read these notes, but if even one person has made it this far into my tangent, thank you. Thank you so so much for supporting the blog, laughing, crying, and swooning with me this season. I love doing this. I love Big Brother. I hope we get to keep it for many years to come.
💕With love,
Marci.
1:29 am: Tyler back from DR.
1:52 am: Talking about what they're going to say in the speeches. Tyler- JC close your ears, "I'm in love with Angela."
2:04 am: Tyler- I wish I could go back to my Day 1 self, and tell myself to just talk to you.
2:17 am: Talking about babies AGAIN!! 🙈🙈
2:25 am: Angela- I hate you sometimes. Tyler- I know. I love you all the time though.
2:52 am: Only blogging this because it made me laugh. "Nice politics discussion"
10:35 am: Angela didn't sleep at all. Says her mind was going a million miles per hour. Tyler says he hates when she does that. They agree that today is gonna suck. 😩
10:46 am: They're struggling too. This is all so sad.
10:50 am: Already crying. (me, not them)
11:47 am: They're packing. 😭
12:08 pm: Tyler's sniffles are killing me. Angela- I'm just pretending we're spring cleaning right now.
12:13 pm: Tyler tells her to pack the heart eyes pillow.
1:45 pm: Feeds back.
1:55 pm:
2:06 pm: 😭😭 I'm not sure I'll ever be able to watch this day of feeds again.
2:10 pm: Don't do it Peanut. Don't do it.
Angela- This wouldn't be so hard if I didn't love you guys so f*cking much. Yeah, same Ang.
2:16 pm: He said it first again.
Welp fam. I think that's it. I can't believe this is where we've gotten. I'm literally still in denial, depression, every other emotion there is. Why is it that we're crying actual tears for these people? Because they're the realest friends there are. I never expected to fall head over heels in love with BB20 but that's what happened. I can honestly say I have loved this season from the very beginning. I'm still hoping to see Coast2Coast in the final 2. I genuinely think they both deserve to be there. And I hope Tyler gets the win. He has played so hard to get there, and he's an amazing person.
To Tyler: The day I watched your interview with Ika was the day I knew you would be a favorite of mine. I am very attached to super fans of this game. You knew exactly what had happened to her on her season, you knew Dem, and you had the goods to back up your claim to being a super fan. I'm so happy you didn't get cast on BBOTT. There will be naysayers about your game, but just know, you absolutely earned your spot among legends. You have played a great game, and it's time to finish it out.
To Peanut: At the very beginning of the season when you said that the Foutte/Hive side of the house didn't include you or make you feel welcome, you broke my heart. And then the day you came out of the diary room after telling your story about coming out to a Mormon family, I felt like I knew you. I am straight, but I also come from a Mormon family. I know exactly the kind of trials and experiences you must have gone through. You are such a genuine friend. You knew that Tyler was falling hard and you never even batted an eye. You were just happy for him. You gave us Willy and Wonka. And on top of all this you're a bad ass football player!! I love you so much. I cannot wait to see where life takes you after this.
And last but not least,
To Angela: I can't remember ever being so surprised by a BB contestant. I even joined in on the furniture jokes at the beginning of the season. And then you told your life story to Tyler on the hammock. My oldest daughter has already found her passion. She absolutely loves gymnastics and cheerleading. She's the youngest in all her classes because she keeps being moved up in classes to accommodate her learning speed. She was recently named captain of her cheer team. She's very talented and well on her way to having a similar experience as you did. Until I heard you tell your story, I didn't realize that I was running the risk of putting her on the same path as you. You made me realize that I HAVE to protect her. I have to make sure she gets a childhood. I have to make sure she is never pushed to a breaking point. I have to be the one to help her find a balance between realizing her potential and being pushed too far. I can never tell you thank you enough for being brave enough to tell your story and putting yourself out there. Don't ever forget that you are an amazing role model. Because of you, my daughter wants to try pole vaulting when she's old enough. We look up to you so much.
I'm not sure that any of them will ever read these notes, but if even one person has made it this far into my tangent, thank you. Thank you so so much for supporting the blog, laughing, crying, and swooning with me this season. I love doing this. I love Big Brother. I hope we get to keep it for many years to come.
💕With love,
Marci.
Thanks for blogging and reminding us hopeless romantics that there are others out there too!!
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